Sunday, April 29, 2012

" Just living is not enough, one must have sunshine, freedom and a little flower " - Hans Christian Anderson
 
  One of the adventures that I had this week was definitely dear to this country girl's heart.  All day Friday was spent on the El Salvadorean countryside several miles outside of San Salvador.  I am having such an amazing time with my family and adore each and every one, but to be in the fresh air, the sunshine, green, (okay, that's not exactly descriptive of Colorado most of the time ;), to explore old, worn dirt paths, breathe in the smell of livestock, eat fruit I've never heard of - it totally refreshed me!! Even more than I thought it would.
  I went with the pastor's daughter, Whitney, to a farm they have on, what I would call, the side of a mountain.  It's about 30 acres.  She has four horses that she teaches kids from orphanages, and just kids in general (including the Mullinax four) how to ride.  They also plan to build their orphanage there in the near future. 
  She showed me things I had never seen before.  I felt like a little kid in Kindergarten that is learning to read.  Total excitement and awe over things I have never heard of, never knew existed!! Like a massively huge green leaf that when you take a piece off and roll it around in your hands it literally bleeds red dye, that looks just like blood!! Like red bananas that are orange on the inside.  Like meme, a fruit that is about the size of a grapefruit, oblong shaped, with a tough peeling that is fuzzy, like a kiwi.  Then has 3 big pits on the inside, with sweet orange flesh around each pit.  Delicioso!! :)  I just couldn't stop looking around me, up in the air, and on each side, as nearly every tree had some kind of fruit on it.  Bananas, oranges, mangos, memes, papetos, lemons, and some that they don't even know what they are!!  The low spots were filled with coffee plants, which I just assumed were little bushes.  Not to mention the endless, gorgeous, flowers, and hearing toucan birds and parakeets singing in the trees.


                                  If you look real close, you can see a couple bunches of red bananas.
                                                 Massive leaves.....
                                                  and their "blood".
                                             Whitney, my lovely host :)
                                           Back home in the city... traffic.
                                                 Arrow and his new handkuffs :)
  I still can't hardly believe that I am actually where I am right now.  It just blows me away every morning when I wake up, looking back on all God has done to bring me to this point.  I am continuing to love getting to know Richard, Jen and the kids more, as well as people on the staff from Wired.  My schedule is a little different every day, which wouldn't seem normal if it were any other way :)  Yesterday I went with Jen, Felice, Arrow and Racquel to Girl Scouts at the US Embassy.  That place is massive!! I always pictured and embassy as just one building, but it was more like a military base.  Learning something new every day!!  I'll have lots of new wrinkles in my brain by July.  That's what a friend of mine always used to say - "Every time you learn something new you get a new wrinkle in your brain. "
  This next week looks like it will be full as well.  My Jesus gently pulls at me daily to draw me into His presence, no matter how busy I may be.  I am so amazed at His tenderness and gentleness.  So many times the instant I wake up, the first thought that comes into my head is - "Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away..." from Song of Solomon.  In it's entirety the portion reads - "Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.  For lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone.  The flowers appear on the earth; the time of singing has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.  The fig tree puts forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grapes give a good smell.  Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away!"  The first morning I heard Him speak this to me was after a particularly rough time in my life, which seemed a lot like winter - cold and dark and dreary.  And there was my Love, my Knight, calling me to that place of intimacy, of sweet fellowship with Him.  Where all that cold and gloom was in the past, and nothing but fresh, bright times awaited me in His presence.  How awesome my Jesus is :) Pray that I will continue to seek that presence daily.
 

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Being a Kid Wasn't So Bad :)

  Being surrounded by a kid's world has reminded me how simple things used to be.  When the biggest thing you had to worry about today is who's going to play the next game of Skip Bo with you, and you play your heart out outside until the very last minute before the final "Come inside, it's bedtime!" is called.  Where total honesty is all you know.  No pretending, no trying to impress anyone.  Total transparency, utter dependance on other people to teach you and love you.... and I would have to agree, some things should never change. Why do we think God refers to himself as our Father?  He could have chosen anything else... Master, Brother, Friend, (I know He is also these things too, but mostly called Father).  I believe He wants nothing less from us.  No pretending, no trying to impress anyone.  Total transparency, utter dependance on Him to teach us and love us.  How different my life would look if I lived that way every moment of the day.
 Doing reading on my bed with Felice.
 So much green!!!! Me likes!!!
                                                  Even Oranges?! :)
                                          Jen, Racquel, Alton and Gloria in "the country"
                                              Same moon and stars..... so many miles away.
                                                 Racquel loves her backpack :)

AND.... Arrow and I have got this game down... In our sleep!!
  So, in the past couple of days I have done several things along with the regular (which includes playing Skip Bo with Arrow, helping out with Racquel, playing outside, doing "piano lessons" with Arrow and Felice, and just whatever else needs done in between).  I went with Jen and the kids one day out where they ride horses.  The pastor's daughter (Whitney) teaches them to ride on some land outside of San Salvador a little ways.  I got to see banana trees, orange trees with green oranges ;), coconuts on palm trees, and a toucan bird fly out of a hole on the palm tree!!  Tomorrow is one of my official days off, so the plan is to go out with Whitney for the day.  The kids from an orphanage come out on Fridays, so she said she could use some help, and I am looking forward to that.  Also got to watch Alton play in a basketball tournament and get a medal!! That was cool :)  I've seen Envision Wired Center, eaten $3.00 Chinese food (Awesome by the way), and learned a lot of new Spanish words!!  While sitting on a balcony every night looking at the same moon and stars as all of you :)  Today Felice and I played Beauty Parlor and did each other's hair and nails.  Such a blast.
  Pray for continued strength for the Mullinax family as they live each day fully here, yet preparing for their shift back to the States in July.  Also, for health for everyone.  I had a ridiculous cold when I got here, but am about over it now.  Several of them have been fighting it as well.  Thank you so much to all of you who have poured out your love for Jesus through your love and prayers for me!! I so appreciate it!!!

"Kids: they dance before they learn there is anything that isn't music." ~William Stafford

 

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

The Power of A Welcome




  As I started this journey of praying about Mission Nannys, El Salvador, and the Mullinax family in particular, God confirmed so clearly one step right after another... from job situations at home, finances, wisdom from people that God has placed in my life, He made it so clear that this what His next step for me.  This does not mean there were never any nervous, uneasy times though.  Just the unknown... How will I adjust to a new family I have never met in person before? How will they adjust to me?  How will the kids take to me?  What if we don't mesh well?  What if it's not exactly what I thought it would be?  All of these questions were definitely backed by the amazing peace and assurance the Lord gives when we are walking in obedience to Him, but still there none the less. 
  After a smooth sailing trip all the way here (I'm still in awe of how smooth it was!!), I arrived at the Mullinax household around 9 - 9:30 at night, all these "unknowns" swirling around in my head.  As Jen showed me to my room, I felt so loved and welcomed.... roses that Felice picked out in one cup of water... sunflowers from Arrow in another cup by the window so they could get sun ;), and incredible handwritten notes and pictures from the kids, welcoming me to their world.  I can't tell you what this meant to me.  How it feels for someone to take the time, energy, thoughtfulness, and love to make someone feel welcome. It's almost like one of those big "Grandpa" hugs that makes you feel surrounded with love and warmth.  Such a simple gesture can mean so much.  I know none of them were trying to be profound.  But to me it was.
  I hope I can always remember that moment... the WELCOME moment... enough to pass it on to others who need it. 

Sunday, April 22, 2012

  So my new assignment yesterday was to help little boys conjour up amazing feats of engineering which they enthusiastically refer to as boobie traps.  There are a couple around the house that are pretty good!!  You walk through the front door and if someone happens to be at the right place at the right time, a swinging water bottle comes from the top of the stairs (mind you, the lid is on, so no one gets wet).  Alas, I'm afraid they are better at it than I am.  But we do our best :)
  Yesterday was spent just getting to know everyone more.  Richard and Jen had a dinner here on Friday night so the staff and interns could meet me.  They are all a great bunch of people and I loved getting to meet them and look forward to spending more time with them.  Then Jen took me with her to have coffee with a friend who is here with her husband and kids as missionaries with YWAM.  I really enjoyed that.  We sat up on a balcony drinking frozen coffee and the wind was even blowing!!  Made me feel right at home... except I didn't see any dirt in the air :) 
  Today is Sunday and I'm looking forward to finding out what they are like here in San Salvador and in the Mullinax household.  May each of you find your true, complete joy in Jesus today.
                         "The man who has God as his treasure finds all things in one, and he has it purely,       legitimately, and forever."   A.W. Tozer

Saturday, April 21, 2012

  Hi everybody!! I am completely new at doing this sort of thing, but figured I could give it a try.  Some of you know the whole story of how I ended up here in San Salvador (for those of you who don't, maybe I'll tell you here some time ) ;).  I never dreamed this is what I would be doing right now, but God has amazing plans when we surrender our own  and desire  His above all else.  After MANY prayers and seeking Him, He led me here to this amazing family to be a nanny to their four kids.  I am really enjoying getting to know them.  I will try and keep you all updated on here and post pictures as I get them. 
  So, the biggest change so far is  by far the heat and humidity.  Seriously, I don't think you could even hardly rip a piece of paper if you tried, it would just wring out water.  (Okay, maybe I'm exagerating just a Leetle bit )  but it is definitely something to get used to.
  My challenge from the day came from John 4:50, when the nobleman asked Jesus to heal His sick son.  Jesus told him to go on his way and he would do what he asked.  What was his reaction?   Did he need proof?  Did he argue to see how sure he could be that this man would do as he asked?  Did he doubt, going around seeing how many people agreed that Jesus could be trusted?  No.  "So the man believed the word that Jesus spoke to Him, and he went his way."  Just that simple.  Jesus said it - I believe it.  May it be true of me today. 
The view from my bedroom balcony.